I thought I brushed my feeling off for you already, like I was definitely over you.
But here you are, over a year or so since the last time i saw you. And it’s like it hasn’t been a year. And these feelings!! where are they coming from?? I thought I get rid of these already, yet it’s like I’m in high school again with butterflies and shit.
Seeing you, and hangin out again; guess I didn’t realize how much i really did miss you til now.
I don’t know what to do….
No one is ugly. They are either your type, or not your type. They may not be visually attractive to you, but to someone out there in this world they can be the most beautiful girl in the world. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
why wasn’t high school like this?!!
Now everyone repeat…..
I was always taught to be strong
never let them think you care at all
Let no one get close to me
Before (you and me)
I den’ shared things with you girl about my past
That I’d never tell to anyone else (no)
Just keep it to myself, (yes)
Girl I know I lack affection and expressing my feelings
It took me a minute to come and admit this but
See I’m really tryna (change now)
Wanna love you better, (show me how)
I’m trying desperately baby please work with me
Musiq Soulchild - TeachMe
I don’t wanna lose a friend, especially you. So I’ll respect your decisions.
This pass year I decided to make more texts post as a new years resolution. You know just something so I can write more. I previously titled them RANDOM THOUGHTS, but now I think I’ll re-name it Xpressive Mind. I think it fits my URL much better lol. Well really, for those who don’t know, these posts are just whatever I’m thinking about or have thought about. Just me rabbling on about my opinions as I live my days. Some days these post may be about my own writing, my poetry. I’ll try to make these posts more often for those who care that is. Maybe a little more poetry I’ve been thinking a lot ;D
don’t get me wrong im not someone to be a push over and all, its just i feel i give more than than i receive you know? sometimes im too nice where people will just hit me up for a favor instead of just hitting me up just to chill and enjoying company.
Just last night friends asked me to go to the club, i said sure as long as i dont have to drive around cuz i always usually do. But with my luck i had to drive my car to meet at my friends house and then drive someones van so everyone fits and go to the club. So i still managed to be driver —_— awesome!!
and then at the club my friend wasn’t let in because he had a white shirt with designs on it. The club was a bit semi-formal so that was understandable. So being the good friend i am i let him wear my flannel shirt i wore into the club so he could get in since my t-shirt underneath wasn’t white. If i didn’t do that he’d be the only one out of the 8 of us who didn’t get in.
and what do i get? a good feeling inside because i do something nice? ehhh.
idk maybe im complaining too much
i just dont want to be friends with people who are friends with you because of favors you can do for them, i want friends who are friends because of the person you are
A terrible thing to say to yourself……. “I’m used to it.”